holidays but I am not enjoy at all =(

I wan to say :
Holidays is coming ad~
I should enjoy it welL~
But sometime u think not mean u success to do it~
I am no happy at all for my first holiday, second holiday lolx~
Sat is first holiday but I being exposure outside almost half day~ when I come back to home ad 3.00pm ==
Sun is second holiday oso not is a good day... I not having fun at all~ I sulking and I am boring~
When I can drive and I will not get lost ? When I can have my own laptop ? When I can have a lot of money ? When I can enter UPM to study my prefer course ? When I can achieve my dream house ?  When I can go trip Japan Korea China HongKong ? When I can become a rich and beautiful girl ? When I can be a confident and thanksgiving what I having now ?
A lot of When When When !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When ? Who can tell me ? Now I am asking Who ? Later I will asking How ? Haha........
I am tired but still need standby for something havent done........
Now I pray! God, please forgive me and please bless all of us! thanks God! =)